Emotional eating... NOT THIS TIME THANK YOU

Grr - All I want to do is buy a huge lot of chocolate and sit down and eat it
BUT I AM NOT GOING TO!

why .... I am supposed to have plans with the hubby and he goes and says
Oh by the way I got the dates wrong going to the football Saturday
So instead of something we were going to do together he buggers off to the rugby
which means wife now upset .... and not talking to the husband
so I might be acting like a teenager and not talking to him but hes the one who fluffed it up
hasn't even said sorry - would have been nice to have had our "Date night" kid free

so now I am home with 2 children being annoying and he is out with work mates
Hope his team LOOSES !

if he has anything to drink I can take joy in making sure its horridly noisy here as he cant handle alcohol with his old age--- nah not really he has not really ever handled it very well

 Cant even go out as soon as something gets on my nerves I snap yell get angry or cry

its nearly 7 still have yet to have had dinner.... dont know what to have need to get some shopping done dont want to do that either in a bad way ......
feel like breaking something so started cleaning the lounge up ..
dumped all his stuff he left lying about on the floor on his favourite  chair - wow it looks tidier then ever with just that ...

Usually he is a nice guy very supportive a little lazy but hey we all have our faults I can think of far worse ones as he goes to work - works hard then comes home - just wish days off he would do more..

So other things are getting done at least - so tomorrow - friends over for a few drinks together perhaps play nice ... and happy families....girls get to see a friend and we do "takeaway burger bar at the BBQ with a menu white board for what people want

Options:

Burger in a bun, A wrap or salad made with the following

Meats                              Salad Ingrediants                               Other Items
Steak                               Baby Spinach,                                    Cheese,  Fried Onions
Chicken                          Tomato,  Cucumber,                           Olives, Gherkins
Fish Fillet                       Lettuce,  Capsicum,                            Mayo, Mustard, Tomato Sauce

Sides
Wedges or Kumera Chips - option of dipping sauces Tomato /sweet chilli /Aoli /hummus
as well as carrot sticks

Deserts,
Lemon meringue nests   - little mini ones fulled with a little lemon curd (no pastry involved)
A Selection of fruits...

So will see how this clean goes - the rest of the laundry done ... a grocery shop ...after dinner as 1 of our local ones are open till 10pm

  so to sum up .. May tomorrow be better.....
I would have gone out on my own but had to much sun as well as feeling down not a good combo for doing stuff... plus I am my own worst company to be around not good...